I'm getting breakfast in bed at 9pm and tons of TLC. I think I'm in love.

For an older gentleman. He's got a cute butt. I wish I had met him in is 20's. Shame...

He doesn't hit me or abuse me violently and mentally like other gf's I've had. I hope he's not into CBT and he just might have all of my ex lovers beat.

I might even go to hell for this man if God is real.

Another song recommendation

I am machine by 3 days grace

(Anti-nightcore edit)

https://youtu.be/N5XMAqZnqec

Silver, gold, food, weed, cigs, clothes, armor, weapons, and tools.

Why stress about buying things when I can get assets. I can always just go to a pawn shop if I feel like I want cash. Or pick up screws and other scrap metal. Cleaning up the community. Then take it to a scrapper for pocket change.

I'm back to the old me again... At least I'm not back on hard drugs.

I need to finish my snare so I don't have to kill or grievously harm the next home intruder. I was hoping this one had gold teeth. When I knocked out his grill.

Now I can see why I was hired.

Geez is this guy an actual cartel boss or something?

Today's song recommendation.

I chose violence by Iamjakehill

(Slowed and reverb edit) (anti-nightcore)

https://youtu.be/rXCqC7qSmTo

Some filthy user dope fiend tried to climb in my client's window tonight. Wanting to steal "his" stuff back.

Checking the trees, bushes, roofs, and side buildings throughout the night.

I want to sleep damn it all.

Post script: daily song recommendation:

Sabaton: attack of the dead men

https://youtu.be/zhsuXJIKj3A

My client cares enough about me to take out the glass shard from my foot that I've been walking on for 3 years. I love him.

Body guarding for another drug dealer again. This time my client is a rather rich effeminate gay dude. He even gave me bling. I honestly might have to start calling him daddy.

Daily song recommendation:

Toss a coin to your Witcher.

I knew it would only be a matter of time before her true colors were shown. She was a very mentally abusive, meth addicted, accusatory, woman. She would get mad and scream at me for hours just for leaving the camper. I went out into the woods to get away and she called cops saying I was going to kill myself. I spent the weekend in the loonie bin. Again… thankfully this time they didn’t dose me full of tranqs.

Finally left Michigan. Though I must say Missouri is worse. Extremely hot extremely cold, ticks everywhere, trees as far as the eye can see, rains all the time, and cliffs and hills eeeeverywhere. Perfect for a relaxing stroll on a bike to town. but I might as well not even bother riding a bike heading back. Up hill almost 100%. I have no clue where I am. It's out in the middle of nowhere.

I'm digging me a litteral man Cave. Sounds like total fun.

Fun fact: ticks die instantly in fire. You can burn them to death before you even feel the fire. The also explode and fly across the room. Kill it before pulling it off. It'll bite and grab on.

They are everywhere outside. You go outside you're guaranteed to get like 7 or 8 ticks on you. And I thought mosquitoes were bad...

I love it!

As for my living situation a nice old woman is allowing me to stay with her. I'm her little helper but not her whipping boy.

Her mother in-law has a million dogs and a few chickens. I can help them for cash. Otherwise I just help my benefactor

She really just wants someone to keep her company and help carry shit. And I get a camper to stay in out of the deal. The camper has no running water but tomorrow we are putting in a water heater. And have pipes for a shower and everything.

Can't complain. She needs the help and I'm staying rent free.

Better than a jail cell.

that’s a real gut puncher

hooks line and stinker

gamer girl chair.