got my second dose. i got the shot on my left. i have a giant bruise on my right arm from getting punched. the punch hurts less. fffffuuuuck.

Thankfully because if this my mom couldn't hit me. Without the evidence staying for 3 to 7 hours.

It's called dermatographoria. And I hope it's genetic.

Just my type to.

Punk satanist stoner chick with a partially shaved hair cut.

She threw an icecube down the back of my shirt today.

I hope she bullies me more.

I genuinely think people should use there cars less. I hope the people who I keep having to play chicken With will lose their fucking legs.

I wonder how foxtrot is doing.

Want to save lives. I hope world war 3 never has to happen but if it does, I will gladly go to war.

My current mood.

as in no more lock down. the lobby of the restaurant I work in, when it's open. I want to ask my boss if i can set up a gum ball machine. that'd be dope.

Been thinking on ways to gain passive income on the side. So far vending machines seem to be the best bet. There are 3 types I can go with.

Drink and snack auto venders. Pros: every body wants food. Accepts cash coins and card. Cons: very heavy would require a uhaul to move. Requires electricity. Lots of moving parts and maintenance. EXPENCIVE. $5000 brand new.

Arcade games: something like a claw machine pros: it’s a money sink. Every failure means more money for you. With out the loss of product. Most accept cash. Cons: also very heavy. Requires electricity. A lot of moving parts but less maintenance.

Candy dispenser: like an old school gum ball machine. Pros: light. Easy to maintain. very little moving parts. Requires no electricity. Cons: only takes coins. Possible theft.

By far I think the easiest way to gain what truly feels like passive income would be the candy dispenser.

I won’t need to siphon electricity making it easier to get a yes from the holder. setting it up and removing it won’t be as much of a hassle. I could easily have like 50 of these things just lying about.

From what I’ve seen to fill it up it fully costs roughly $20-40 (with candy not gum balls) for a 3 tub machine. I think the single tub machines are the best bet. Less maintenance. And cheaper to obtain. The singles seem do be only $100 where as a brand new triple tub design is about $1000. Easier to fill. It’ll pay for itself in no time. I’m going to want to set up a ton of them. If I can get 10 for $1000 instead of 1. That’s much safer.

Any theft or breakage won’t be a major setback.

You can buy gum balls in bulk for 4 pennies a gum ball. 850 for about $30. Gum balls come out 1 at a time. So it’s 1-1 coin vs. gum ball. making it easier to track my finances. and not pay an accountant. They have a 2 year shelf life. thus I wont have to replace expired product. Flipping that 850 for 25 cents a gum ball is $212.50-30= $182.50 in profit. Gum balls aren’t food. Thus a restaurant wouldn’t mind them.

It doesn’t compete with, nor cost a damn thing for the owner of a store to hold on too.

All I have to do is check them, fill them, and clean them once a month.

most places would like a commission meaning a certain amount of sales goes to whatever store I leave them in. %10 seems typical.

TL;DR

once people start eating my balls. I'll never have to worry about money again.

I got a job.

I aimed for a fast paced restaurant that I like. Just for the employee discount and leftovers. This will also help me get used to working in a kitchen. Save up money. Buy food truck, camper, and vending machines. I'm going to be loaded like a dragon. Having a giant hoard of cash and coins.

I made sure to tell them to never schedule me on Sundays. That is my day of rest but she can make me suffer however she pleases any other week day. I want her to be running out if hours to give to others.

Sunday will be my usual post day from now on.

except when i am in my own dreams.

reality is often even more terrifying. no cool abilities. no flying away. just dealing with bullshit.

i woke up because my dad decided to snap mentally like my mom. he then tried stabbing me with a kitchen knife. In my dream.

the funniest part is that this could easily be a reality. the man is known to have a mood disorder on top of schizophrenia. thank god i just see shit in the dark.

i would rather have the most fucked up nightmare where severed heads can talk and be haunted by an actual ghost. than be me in my dreams.

fuck I've survived zombie apocalypses and would consider that less nightmare-ish.